We watched the bicycle portion of the Ironman race on Sunday, July 27th, 2004. The riders passed our front yard. There's Cruiser watching john take the picture. We yelled, "Good job! Looking strong! You're a rock star! Bravo!"
I notice looking at this photo that I grew quite noticeably fat when we first moved here.
There's my old rocking chair, a gift from xtine Demaio & Don Rice upon their moving West from Brooklyn, and the busted Adirondack chair that John patched back together and painted in purple, pink and rose.

Zoooooooooooommmmm...

John shakes the noisemaker as bikers approach our property. Good camera makes the bikers look stationery--they were definitely not.

Dear All,

The 2004 Ironman Lake Placid was yesterday, and we participated all day long (with a long nap in the middle.) You can find official race coverage at http://vnews.ironmanlive.com/. Click "post race coverage" and then the most interesting options are "photos" and "video and audio."

The bike portion of the race goes in front of our house, so we were out there are 8:30 a.m. to cheer on the first rider, and went inside at about 2:30 for a nap. Cheering is tiring! We shook a gallon maple syrup bottle with pennies in it for the greatest noise effect, shouted, clapped and called out to them. Lots of the riders smiled, waved, gave the thumbs up, said things we couldn't understand because they were going so fast (the Doppler effect?) Cruiser snoozed the whole time. On the riders' second lap around many were really delighted that we were still there. "See you next year!" some of them shouted. In the minutes where there were no riders we were quiet and realized what a soft, pretty day it was, the only noise being the gently rushing river. When riders came by we heard our neighbors making noise all up and down the valley: drum beats and shouts carried for miles, and I'm sure folks heard us, too.

John had gone into Lake Placid at 6 a.m. to see the swimming start of the race, and we returned there at about 8:00 p.m. to see the end of the running marathon. What endurance these folks have. I was most moved by the families who waited near the finish line for their loved one, who slowed to grab a baby, or the hands of their children, or their dog's leash, or their partner and ran as a joyful group through the cheering stands and across the line, where they were met by volunteers, medical staff and often more of their families and friends. The official pics show that one Ironman dropped to his knees and proposed to his girlfriend, who accepted. Wow, he carried the ring all those miles?

Starlight Births A Cria

At noon today John and I arrived at Jay Ward's alpaca barn to get our instructions for care and feeding of the animals while he and his family are on vacation next week. We have been part of the alpaca-sitting team before, but this time there are new animals and new routines. Jay wasn't there yet, so we browsed around his airy, new, pleasant barn, greeting the skittish alpacas and talking to the chickens. I picked up one golden hen and petted her.Home

Jay's two little daughters, Mollie and Lucy, are responsible for the alpacas' care, which is a good advertisement for how gentle and easy the alpacas are. Jay keeps them in pairs or trios, and the little groups share a stall which lets out into the meadow that rolls down to a wide bend of the Au Sable River. In the right-hand corner stall were two lady alpacas. One of them, a brown-and-white named Starlight who Jay had described as one of the most desirable because of the color of her fur, was lying in the straw and dust in front of a fan, accompanied by a standing alpaca, her friend, and a handful of clucking murmuring hens. I flickeringly remembered Jay mentioning a pregnant female in his "help care for alpacas while we're on vacation" email. Sure enough, her sides were swollen in that rounded diamond shape I have gotten to know through a year of peripheral contact with pregnant goats and sheep. She was breathing hard, and quickly I realized it probably wasn't from the heat of the day.

The animals had recently been shorn, and their bodies were willowy, especially their long, giraffe-like necks. The pregnant female's neck was creamy and her head and face were a mixture of brown and cream--Jay later referred to this coloration as "pinto." Her topknot was as fluffy and soft as all the others' were, and her eyes large and calm and cool. I watched her waist contracting and glanced at her butt, where her unshaven brown mop of a tail was raised, rather than relaxed as the others' were. Then I saw her vulva, pink-rose-red vertical lips opening like petals from her distended bum.

"I think she's getting ready to give birth," I remarked to John. He seemed skeptical until I picked up her tail and showed him her vulva. He quickly left the barn to find Julie, Jay's wife, and let her know. Things happened very quickly then. In a blink the baby's snout had emerged an inch from the alpaca's bum, and its nostrils were quivering and snorting. Instant life! Clear liquid dripped steadily from the alpaca's bottom--her water had broken.

In two minutes Jay arrived with their two girls (Lucy the youngest in a white bike helmet, flowered top and yellow rubber muck boots, brown-haired Mollie in a purple jumper and blue rubber muck boots.) I can only imagine how Jay felt, knowing how valuable these animals are and two virtual strangers in his barn watching Starlight go into labor. He was animated and the girls were full of questions.

"What's happening? Is she alright? What should we do? What's that?" They were not grossed out but curious and caring. I suggested saying Thank you God for this miracle, and immediately felt sanctimonious, but that's how moved I was.

Soon Jay shooed us out and we talked in the sun. He knew a lot about how this was supposed to happen--two front feet should emerge very soon, he said. But when we adults returned to the barn there was still the snout, and Starlight had plainly stopped having contractions. Jay put on short blue latex gloves and I asked if he needed lube.

"I shouldn't need it," he said, "but I don't know. This is actually the first time I've been here for a birth. It's always happened in the middle of the night."

Right then I felt that it was ok for us to stay and observe, because I knew we could help. John joined Jay in the stall and hugged Starlight while Jay gently felt around the baby's emerging head. The mother squeaked and whined, and the two men stood back from her. Jay said she should be lying down. The baby's head was fully out now, and it began hooting. The mother bent her graceful neck to peer at this noisy thing projecting from her butt, and turned in circles like a cat slowly chasing its tail. Jay began to become concerned and pulled out his cell phone to call the vet who gave him phone advice, then called one of his fellow alpaca breeders, Cal Coolidge, who quickly arrived to lend a hand. Lucy and Mollie slipped in and out, not sure if they wanted to watch. The baby, called a "cria," shook its head and one long ear flopped free, and one leg emerged. Jay changed into shoulder gloves and knelt in the dust to help the mother. Her contractions were weak and infrequent, but she did not seem too distressed. Jay realized that the cria's other front leg was folded back, and he spent ten or fifteen minutes trying to ease this leg forward. Other kids joined the quiet observers--two tow-headed brothers. All four children were as much interested in Cruiser, who I had tied to a tree outside, as they were in the birth. One of the hens was making a racket and Mollie said, "She knows something's happening."

Just as Jay's concern was edging toward fear, he asked Cal to speak again with the vet. And as Cal greeted the vet, Jay got the cria's second front leg out. In a couple of minutes he had pulled while the mother pushed and the baby was out on the stall floor, and we were all glowing with relief and pride.

The cria was whole and healthy, strong enough to begin flopping around trying to stand immediately. Its wet body quickly became matted with straw and dust, and as quickly the filth dried and fell off. Cal Coolidge pulled off some of the membrane. The mother watched and nosed her baby. Neighbors began to arrive, and Jay's wife and mother-in-law. We were quietly celebratory.

From our arrival to everyone's joyful congratulations was 45 minutes. We will go back later today to get our instructions for alpaca-sitting.

The day before yesterday I saw a red salamander on a rock behind my office building. I was walking the dog, Cruiser, in a shady spot that is verdant with vinca vine and other pleasant ground covers, and glanced at the boulders that mark the corner of our building. There was an orangey-red smear, which I thought might be bubble gum dropped from the balcony above, or a broken balloon, or a toy. I peered closer, and saw the salamander shape, so my mind zoomed in on toy. I like toys. I peered closer, and saw layers of fine detail that continued to emerge as I got closer. Delicate spots, points of yellow outlined in green. Tiny transparent toes, wrinkles of an armpit where the arm was set forward and the toes on the rearward-facing arm curled under. Such detail--it couldn't be a toy. It was completely motionless, its tail curved gently, a beautifully rendered salamander in a caricature of a salamander pose. I gently touched its nearly transparent tail and the salamander jerked. Alive, definitely. As quickly the creature froze again, hoping to fool me. But I have opposable thumbs and cannot be so easily fooled. Ever so lightly I stroked its little tail, no thicker than a piece of cooked spaghetti. It edged away from me, but didn't flee. I didn't want to disturb it more so I moved back away from it and went on with the dog.

This made me want to spend time writing like Annie Dillard in "Pilgrim at Tinker Creek."

One year ago today we woke up in a cabin at Cobble Mountain Lodge in Lake PLacid, bundled ourselves, three cats and one small Nuyorican dog into the Pathfinder and drove to our lawyer's office to sign papers and hand over one big check to buy this house. Then we drove back here and in an hour the hired guys from Brooklyn turned into the driveway with their huge rented truck and unloaded all our belongings into this big beautiful house. Most of what we owned was in cardboard boxes that they placed in the garage, several rows of stacks of boxes higher than my head. How did we arrive here with all that stuff when we had lived in a cramped apartment? My mother and Sally loaded us up with mathems, and in the coming weeks it was like opening presents to unpack some of the boxes and see what we had been given.

A week later Liza, Dave and the kids visited for a week, helping us settle in.

Email to friends and family...

Hi, Ladies,

We had a great weekend and I know you each would have enjoyed sharing it with us. The weather has been gorgeous, even when it rains.

Yesterday morning we arrived at the Whiteface United Methodist Church annual auction and bbq. It was so much fun we stayed til the bitter end--we were there about five hours. Things were going for such reasonable prices--it was a deal for the bidders and not so much of a fund-raiser for the church, but we all had fun and that's what matters most, I guess. Plus they probably earned a couple new members (us.) I was the chief bidder in our family and also a proud driver-up of bids that I subsequently lost--as a professional fund-raiser and dedicated community volunteer I felt it was my duty to raise the prices. I won several bottles of wine, eight passes for a raft ride at Au Sable Chasm (which we'll save for when you all visit,) dinner for two at a new restaurant, a cat mirror that looks exactly like something my mother would give me, a free night at a nice b&b, a one-person tent that a local character took with him on the Appalachian Trail, a delicate old cut glass sugar & creamer and some assorted junk. John sat there, unmoved by any of the goods, until a set of three simple wooden chairs that had been reupholstered by our neighbor came up for auction, plus two pillows to match. Then John sprang into action, and the chairs were his. We don't know where they'll go but they sure look nice. He also won a $25 certificate from our oil company, for which he paid $20. Hey, it's $5 off. We bid on but lost a rustic curio cabinet, an heirloom cedar chest, and a few other things. All in all it was a great bargain and the church thinks they made $2,000 or $3,000, most of which was NOT from us.

Then we came home, unwound and went off to the Jay Town Green for the Saturday night concert series for which we are the refreshments volunteers. As soon as we pulled up it started to pour rain, but as the band was set up inside the gazebo they decided to stick it out. So we and a dozen other die-hards stood around in the pouring rain chatting for 45 minutes until, as forecast by one farmer-artist fellow, the sky cleared from the north. The concert began and people came out of the trees, it seemed. There were probably 50 folks, including a bunch of children. Speaking of children, I am enduring fierce desires to have a child. John says if I go through one more cycle without changing my mind then he'll know it's for real and not just hormonal. (It's been months now.) And then, as he says, "We'll get one."

Last night it rained again, and we were awakened by the Essex County fire-ambulance pager that John now carries glued to his person. It goes off in the middle of the night when it rains. I suppose I will get used to it quickly, but for now it is a disturbing, surreal interruption: first a series of tones which have meaning--last night's tones included a tune in a minor key--and then the calm deep voice of the dispatcher. "Essex County Emergency system activated for Wilmington, two car incident reported on Route 86 in the Notch, one rollover, one entrapment. All Wilmington units respond." John didn't wake up. I petted his hair and listened for the second call, which usually follows the first. Sure enough, in a minute or two the tones rang again, and the dispatcher repeated his announcement and added, "One person reported unconscious, but breathing. Repeat: one person reported unconscious, but breathing." So stark, so professional. John doesn't have to respond to anything that is not a fire in Upper Jay unless they call for backup. The backup system is why we hear all fire and ambulance calls for the county. If there's a huge wreck on the Northway, for example, then John might have to back up the VFD in a town 50 miles away across six mountains. I am fast gaining respect for our local community that does all this stuff as volunteers.

This morning we woke up lazily but soon John was out on the road running. He ran for two hours, arriving home just as I came back from the farmer's market with blueberries, maple sugar and a bunch of cool stuff from a garage sale including the most fetching pair of gold sparkly pointy harem slippers with a yellow pompom on the tips (25 cents.) It's good to be a grown woman with odd sartorial taste and absurdly small feet. I noticed a Jeep Grand Cherokee for sale at a neighbor's house, which we later test drove, and a second yard sale at which I got a treadmill for John when the winter sets in and he can't run up mountains any more. The treadmill is now in our basement. I tried it. If I wear three bras I might be able to use it comfortably.

Now John's on the front porch drinking a Bud and reading the paper. I am not typing up a fund-raising plan for the SPCA, nor entering town library archives acquisitions into a database, but writing to you. In a half hour I will freshen up and take off for Lake Placid where I am meeting a friend for supper. She's a member of a group into which I've been scooped up, called Adirondack Women For a Good Time (AWFGT.) There are six of us, all (except me) lesbians in their 40s-60s who like to eat meat, drink cocktails, talk loudly about all sorts of things and get preferential treatment at restaurants because we are characters. I guess I fit in somehow.

Our kitchen garden is a luxurious profusion of edibles plus an equal amount of sturdy weeds. Flowers are everywhere, from the acres of daisies and purple/pink wildflowers in our field to the bright bursts of pink and white cleomes around the garden border. Our river cairns have withstood several rainstorms and get added to every time one or the other of us goes wading. The Nissan is parked by the road with a FOR SALE sign in it, and the Taurus is doing just fine as an only car. The cats are stoned on catnip, Cruiser the dog is gently covering the entire house with golden hairs, and blackfly season is over. I am sublimely content.

I think of you often with love, and hope to see you soon.

John has just been inducted into the Upper Jay volunteer Fire Department and is undergoing several months of training. He's received his beeper. Last night it rained, and the first call came through at suppertime. He didn't have to go, as he is fire department, not ambulance, and it wasn't in Upper Jay. In the middle of the night, two o'clock-ish, three calls came through in quick succession. First the almost pleasant alert tones, then a slight crackle before the dispatcher's deep, calm voice. "We have received word of a car and motorcycle collision on Route 73 between Keene and Keene Valley." "...a rollover on Route 73..." and a third call saying they needed a driver and attendant. The first two calls were repeated. It was very intense and disturbing and exciting. We'll get used to this soon, I hope, and it won't blast us out of sleep. Perhaps there is a certain tone for the Upper Jay fire department and John and I will learn to recognize that.